January 24, 2009
Much happened today.. No one is to be blamed.. God, help me and my friends.. Ya Allah, ku bermohon kepadaMu, berikanlah ku petunjuk dan bukakanlah hati rakan-rakanku supaya dapat menenangkan situasi yang amat tegang ini..Tolonglah kami Ya Allah..Ku harap yang terbaik untuk semua yang terlibat..Ku berdoa kepadaMu dengan kedua-dua tanganku dan meminta pertolongan dariMu dengan seredha-redhanya..Mudah-mudahan..Insya'Allah.. Amin ya-rabbil alamin.. I ask for God to open up our hearts so that He would answer our prayers and calls for help..so that the matter would be resolved in the best constructive and shortest way possible..By this, i pray to Him that all of us will be at ease and wish for all the best that can occur..I open up both of my hands and ask for His Mercy to get through all of these problems imperturbably..And forgive us if we've made any wrongdoings and sins..Should it be..If God wills to.. Amin..Show me a way out God..Peace to everyone..God Bless..
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This post is dedicated to A.I.C.B peepos..i just wanna take this oppurtunity to apologize in concern with my prev post..as i said i would if i'm wrong..so here i am, asking for ur forgiveness..cos i dun wanna have bitterness in our relations as a band.. and work hard for the upcoming exchange and SYF..dun wanna see tears before i leave..tears of joy can luhs..=) you guys take care wookays.. May the best be with you.. And as for the new swaps, i know all of you can do it..! Keep on jiayouing..! I really appreciate all of ur hospitality towards me in band..With all the love, To Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School Concert Band,Haikal...Hopefuls: Bonds get stronger on 27 January 2009 , next wednesday..and beyond..God Bless..Take care..=)Labels: A.I.C.B, Apology
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January 23, 2009
Friday, 23 January 2009
Gosh, today was so much fun..! Haha, CO finally played 2 new pieces for the concert just now.. I think they knew i'm gonna leave this year so they changed the pieces..LOL.. The concert was supposed to end at 10.30 as mentioned in the letter but it was 11.00 when it ended.. Nonetheless, i enjoyed myself since its my last year..-not for the sake that its my last year hor, i mean it-- And YEAH..! My class, 5N1 WON THE UPPER SEC CATEGORY FOR THE CNY DECORATIONS..!!!!!!! WOOHOOO..!!!!!! Great job mates..!! Its a good thing i helped with the decorations yesterday cos i wouldn't get the chance anymore.. stayed till 6plus to perfect the decos...it was well paid off..!! no pics for the moment cos i have some trouble with the com's USB port..so can't post them for now..i'll get the matter fixed soon.. And to all chinese colleagues..lol, A Merry Happy LUNAR New Year.. And to eveyone else, Happy Holidays(erm, for 4days)..okay wat..haha, so bid Good Fortune , Prosperity BURGERs ,and all the blessings and Good Lucks to all peepos..!!! Xi Nian Quai Ler.. Gong Xi Fa Cai, Sui Sui Zhi Ren.. Lol, i dunno whether its right anot but the heck with it, as long as the meaning is there..!! Ciao..
Your Very Own, Emoboy/Gayboy/Dodolicious/Barbie Gurl/Toots/Jackson/Goncang/Horny Bustard/Juju/Haigay/Kambing/HRA leader/Rippies or whatsoever you guys call me luhs.. Take care and see all of you next wednesday..!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD..!!
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I don't know what some ppl want from me.. Wonder sometimes, whats the point of me being so nice to some ppl when they dun even give a heck about you..and hate you for no reason..well, its their problem to hate me or not, but its irrational to act without a proper statement or reason.. I'll ask.. What did i do wrong and how can i improvise if i am wrong..? Can you give me a definite answer..? And its devastating to see some of ur juniors not respecting you..I mean i'm just calling for basic human respect.. Disappointing..really..and it hurts..but nonetheless, please brief me on where i've gone wrong..dun just show me that atttude look for no apparent reason. THINK LEH.. Dun create a commotion when you know there's bound to be consequences and it'll end up hurting someone..hais, even after saying so much it won't account in their minds..so whats and heck care is all they'll ever say..its okay..do what you want..i won't bother ur life anymore..dun like me, tell me..dun make me fall for fake acts and waste my time over this..dun wanna reply msgs, fine..it won't matter..but who's gonna be at the losing end..? Feel free to erase me from ur hearts, and delete my contact from your e-mail or HP.. I dun mind.. Just be happy.. Anw, i'm going off after O's, so dun worry kays.. I'll be gone in just a matter of time.. I tried my very best to get back to the ppl i'm refering to but it didn't work and there wasn't any response so yuh, its okay.. i'm moving on.. I'm just some toy that you can wind and unwind, and use whenever possible.. Its okay, i'll sacrifice my friendship if it makes them happy.. As for band, please, i agree that some of you dun really like the way ur majors are working but please, just bear with it and co-operate for the time being before they go off...i myself un agree with how they work too sometimes but too bad , i'm still in the band..there's nothing much i can do.. i know i'm currently the oldest in the band but still, i've got no power or control over anyone.. but when it calls for desperate measures, i'll come in and do whats right for you guys..if some of you think that i'm not a good senior to you, dan i greatly Apologise..you want me to personally apologise oso can..just slip me the word and i'll do it..i dun wanna hold grudges on anyone in band..frankly saying, i hope(cannot then nvm) to see more respect handled out to one another and to ur seniors/alumnis together with ur majors if possible, and most importantly , ur conductor, Mr Poh..yes, he is a nice man,(one of the best conductors i've evr met) but dun take him forgranted.. I admit that, i as a 16yr old(turning17 in 8mths) senior, can be very very extremely playful at times..i know but to a certain extent..I Know i talk ALOT too during combines and laugh and laugh and i disrespect and more..! i admit it..! i know i'm wrong! i publicly announce my wrongdoing and apologize to all my juniors and band members! I already said i'll do it so yuh, i've done it so i hope we're all clear..dun learn from my actions..be better than me..but i know there must be a balance of fun and seriousness or else it wud be very dull..but the fun must never exceed the seriousness..but in any case, if fun is what motivates you to be better, by all means do it..but please, basic respect must be given to higher authorities okay..=) you must prove to other CCAS that A.I Band is Disciplined, Respectful, and Passionate..so that we can stand out and be NO.1..eh, lol, i'm beginning to speak like Mdm Loh.. so yuh, that should be it..ouhs, i have yet to conduct the band for at least once before i step down..haha, wanna try.. okies, so i'll see all band members next wed..man, i'll miss you guys.. ouhs yuh, my EMBROCHURE IS SOMEWHAT A LITTLE BIT LOST, SO I NEED TO GET IT BACK..so that i get back my confidence..wouldn't be so confident at the juncture.. Practice uh juniors , dun bring ur instruments home for nothing.. Thats all Peepos.. Take Care and see all of you on wednesday.. hopefully.. Ciao.. Wo yao sui ciao liao..lol..am i right..? i dun think so..haha..=[]
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January 22, 2009
Gosh.. 22days passed.. 2009 is in the house.. Happy Belated New Year i guess..? Well, it sure was a headstart for me, no doubt.. Gosh, i'm regaining confidence in myself.. thats what i really need.. Many accomplishments made so far.. Gettin more responsible i can say..i can hardly believe it.. Nevertheless, these are the updates for December 2008 and January 2009...23 December 2008This was the day i left for Kuala Lumpur FOR SIX DAYS..never did i go for any vacation that lasts 6 days..regrets.. Brought all the neccesities.. Packed ,slept early.. Woke up in the morning at around 4plus and did an itenary check.. At around 6, left by car and went to the petrol kiosk.. Filled it up, and off we went.. Kids slept halfway through the journey..i was wide awake throughout the entire drive..reached KL around 12plus..we had stops in between the drive..went to ate their ice kacang.. DAMN SHIOK..! Anw, they call it ABC there..ate alot more stuffs after that.. Practically, did nothing much or the 6 days..gosh, how i hate some of the things in KL..no order, no etiquette, no manners whatsoever(gotta say 65% of them: only KL people)..cheapcheap, bought a watch, din ask for much cos i was busy flirting with the various kingdoms of food they had to offer..lol..sum it up lah hor, went to Sunway Lagoon, visit Genting, visited somewhere higher than Genting, which was Kolma..KLCC..toured Melaka..went to Putra Jaya(probably the most beautiful place in Malaysia that i've ever been to; maybe because it was the country's government district) everything there was so futuristic luh..damn cool..and then, we went to Batu Pahat i think? Food paradise, but otherwise, *thumbs down*..lol..Had Friday Prayers in KL..gotta say its sort of a new experience cos its different from Singapore's..30 December 2008The day i rebonded my hair.. hah, just wanted to do some experiment with my hair.. $130..?? wah, regret..but maybe the next time would be after my O's..received some -tive and +tive comments..haha.. Thats all for December...2 January 2009Ushered into a Brand new year..HAH, i was caught for long hair on the first day of school.. i've never been caught for personal bearing check before throughout my 4 years in AISS till that day..Gosh, i was surprised luh..then i had to cut it so i did..came back to sch the following monday, they told me "no.cannot. not accepted. go trim." so i had to trim it and so i did.. Finally, they let me off..The rest of January
Hmm..welcomed the sec 1s..blahblahblah..Had T.I.P for the last time..then CCA open house FOTR THE LAST TIME..hah, was happy throughout till it ended...some things and ppl pissed me off.. Anw, it was a success..thankfully.. I got an A2 for my O'level MT paper i took last year.. Yea..! (well, was hoping for an A1, but i'm elated enough with it) This means i dun have to attend for Malay Language classes for 1 WHOLE YEAR..!! HURRAHS..! On top of that, i dun have to attend english SRP, Chemistry SRP and malay SRP..(COS I PASSES MY DIAGNOSTIC TEST..!! CAN'T BELIEVE IT..!!) ME..?? PASS CHEM..?? Shockingly unbelievable.. Since day 2, i've been handing in all my assignments on time, not being late to school(unfortunately. i was late today, 22Jan) ugh..damn..tot of going for the record..no latecoming till the end of term 1 but dan..) Passed all my tests so far.. Completed Part 1 of my F&N coursework which took me only 3periods to finish it, compared to last year's..(it took me 6 months to complete the same thing last year,seriously) Great kickstart for me.. I like what i am now..Thats all.. Peace.. Take care alridy..
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