January 23, 2009
I don't know what some ppl want from me.. Wonder sometimes, whats the point of me being so nice to some ppl when they dun even give a heck about you..and hate you for no reason..well, its their problem to hate me or not, but its irrational to act without a proper statement or reason.. I'll ask.. What did i do wrong and how can i improvise if i am wrong..? Can you give me a definite answer..? And its devastating to see some of ur juniors not respecting you..I mean i'm just calling for basic human respect.. Disappointing..really..and it hurts..but nonetheless, please brief me on where i've gone wrong..dun just show me that atttude look for no apparent reason. THINK LEH.. Dun create a commotion when you know there's bound to be consequences and it'll end up hurting someone..hais, even after saying so much it won't account in their minds..so whats and heck care is all they'll ever say..its okay..do what you want..i won't bother ur life anymore..dun like me, tell me..dun make me fall for fake acts and waste my time over this..dun wanna reply msgs, fine..it won't matter..but who's gonna be at the losing end..? Feel free to erase me from ur hearts, and delete my contact from your e-mail or HP.. I dun mind.. Just be happy.. Anw, i'm going off after O's, so dun worry kays.. I'll be gone in just a matter of time.. I tried my very best to get back to the ppl i'm refering to but it didn't work and there wasn't any response so yuh, its okay.. i'm moving on.. I'm just some toy that you can wind and unwind, and use whenever possible.. Its okay, i'll sacrifice my friendship if it makes them happy.. As for band, please, i agree that some of you dun really like the way ur majors are working but please, just bear with it and co-operate for the time being before they go off...i myself un agree with how they work too sometimes but too bad , i'm still in the band..there's nothing much i can do.. i know i'm currently the oldest in the band but still, i've got no power or control over anyone.. but when it calls for desperate measures, i'll come in and do whats right for you guys..if some of you think that i'm not a good senior to you, dan i greatly Apologise..you want me to personally apologise oso can..just slip me the word and i'll do it..i dun wanna hold grudges on anyone in band..frankly saying, i hope(cannot then nvm) to see more respect handled out to one another and to ur seniors/alumnis together with ur majors if possible, and most importantly , ur conductor, Mr Poh..yes, he is a nice man,(one of the best conductors i've evr met) but dun take him forgranted.. I admit that, i as a 16yr old(turning17 in 8mths) senior, can be very very extremely playful at times..i know but to a certain extent..I Know i talk ALOT too during combines and laugh and laugh and i disrespect and more..! i admit it..! i know i'm wrong! i publicly announce my wrongdoing and apologize to all my juniors and band members! I already said i'll do it so yuh, i've done it so i hope we're all clear..dun learn from my actions..be better than me..but i know there must be a balance of fun and seriousness or else it wud be very dull..but the fun must never exceed the seriousness..but in any case, if fun is what motivates you to be better, by all means do it..but please, basic respect must be given to higher authorities okay..=) you must prove to other CCAS that A.I Band is Disciplined, Respectful, and Passionate..so that we can stand out and be NO.1..eh, lol, i'm beginning to speak like Mdm Loh.. so yuh, that should be it..ouhs, i have yet to conduct the band for at least once before i step down..haha, wanna try.. okies, so i'll see all band members next wed..man, i'll miss you guys.. ouhs yuh, my EMBROCHURE IS SOMEWHAT A LITTLE BIT LOST, SO I NEED TO GET IT BACK..so that i get back my confidence..wouldn't be so confident at the juncture.. Practice uh juniors , dun bring ur instruments home for nothing.. Thats all Peepos.. Take Care and see all of you on wednesday.. hopefully.. Ciao.. Wo yao sui ciao liao..lol..am i right..? i dun think so..haha..=[]
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