It Starts From Within

2009-12-17T21:02:00.009+08:00

I'm all out for ... I'm totally ... I can't wait for ... I have to ... You know what i mean.. Lol.. I have to scoop up on ... I don't know if ... is ... All i know is i'm ... if its ... Darn the armpits..! Darn the lockers..! Darn the ... ..! How do i ... ..? ... more days. How eh..? Improvements must lay out for the better..

ANW, Shots from Bowling games played..! wooo..! i scored big..!! lols..

This was with Gabriel buddy..! Sorry bro, i won..LOLS..! Kiddin..=)

2009-12-06T22:44:00.004+08:00

phew..2010's coming..my life's changed thoroughly..thats good eh..haven't touched this blog for a couple of mths eh..ouuh, soo many thing have changed..yeah, really..waiting for the results on the cmg january..hope i get what i want...no to AISS anymore..i must definitely deny my entry there cos i'm not cmg back there as i'm not supposed to..but i'm happy all my worry days are parked away from the miseries..i'm never going on that path again nor am i returning to the past..ohh well, i'm still healthy..THATS GOOD..hah, i'm gonna dedicate my heart to someone who knows better to treat me than what i had then..gosh, dun even wanna think about it..i mean, how can anyone be that selfish and thoughless of what i was going through..arh, darn it..i'm supposed to find worh though, but i haven't gotten one yet..darn it..anw, i miss being on the cruise, all the pretends..the Titanic SG version, the late night ice-cream with my best bud, the ex arcade, the filipino staff, mr tong's twin-Prayoon 2,LOL, and the 'water spout' as quoted by Faisal, not a tornado or hurricane mentioned by me HAHA, and of course the Dance n Karaoke session..haha..stupid class chalet, seriously wasted my time there..Oh God..annoyed me like hell eh..please dun 'accelerate' my emotions,LOL..easy said, i'll step on you back..hah, grad night..HAH.! I DIN WIN AI IDOL..MUAHAHA..lol, i didn't mind..at least i tried to do give it my best..no regrets..PARTY ALL NIGHT..WOOO...it was helllalot WILD..! haha, i've got my conscience right back on track..i dun wanna repeat my mistakes..TA..! Comprehende..?? Si..

--Final say, i hope your're enjoying yourself..you take care okies..? Have a safe journey wherever you go..Dun forget to take your meals sweety..=) I'll see you in 20days or so..i'll miss talking to you if you dun get online uh..heee..=) i hope that our relation and friendship will be as sweet as you are no matter what arises..hee..=))

2009-06-08T21:48:00.013+08:00

HAHA..R.A.N.D.O.M PICSIES...

SMRT..! LOL..

Would you care for a Carebear..?

Alongside ITE Bishan Campus..

A shot of 1 of the housing estate's void deck lights in Toa Payoh..

thats all..i've got more..but i think i'll post them the next time i post..

2009-06-08T18:57:00.017+08:00

Heloos and greetings to all Affiliates.. Re-incarnation of a blog that's gone dead for countless dates..

phew..its been 5 months huh..? was that too long..? hmm,maybe...hah, all i can say is the first 2 months of 2009 was pretty intriguing..then as for the rest of the months *sigh*..things were back as usual..the fun stops..work comes in--bagloads of assignments to be done, mock tests(yeah,hah,'mock')..sheesh,it was a hell of a mock i'll say..i'm running out of time.. O's comin around in about 4-5months..goshness right..? i've lost most of myself..i'm somewhat different now, i feel as though i'm not fitting into what i used to be anymore..so how..? haa, i've even thought of checking out on hypnotherapy..dude, talk about desperate calls for desperate times..what can i say..aannnnd, my health has been rather distressing or bad in that matter..

BUT FIRST... let me reply all the taggies that i've been missing out..here goes..sorry i took so long eh..

4 Feb 09--shahirah: nooo, you guys don't suck..lol, me DM/BM..? haha, my times are up..sure, your welcome..and thank you..=)anw, she's not ur DM anymore now..lol
4 Feb--gabriel: sure bro..dun mention it..you are my best bud too..and love ya too..=)
12 Feb--wei ren: hey YO..! i do..!=)its been soo long man since i saw you..hope ur doing well..hope you see this reply..lol, 3months..
20 Feb--yuwen: hey hello..!=) yeah, of course i do rmb you..hahah, thanks fur taggin..
10 Mar--suree: haah, sorray..done..=) dodoliants is DODOL..!! hahas..=)
21 Apr--cynthia: hello..=) nice knowing you too..!
25 Apr--jordan: LOL, update alr luh..=)haha
30 Apr--gabriel: yo gab..! miss you too man..!=)haha
23 May--zulaiha:haha, yeah..wasn't feeling quite well on those days..
6 Jun-- hazzry:HEY hazzhazz DUO..!!=) Its revived yaw..! Rev UP..! WOOOO...hahahas..

haha, so many funny things have happened..soo many sad things too..hais, 2009 is the year that brought me down on my knees..that made me collapse(lucky thing Mum and Cik Rozie was there, if not i would have been hospitalised..thank you to both of you..)...that made me superly-duperly-whoringly-freakinly stressed up..LOL..no, but i'm serious..if this continues, i'm done for..i've got a risk of developing Hypertension you know..no kidding..i fear for the worse..but i'm prepared for anything that might come..i just dunno how to eat well..there was a period when i lost 2kilograms, on this year itself..that was when i was soooo darned ill..hmm, time management is abit of a problem for me too.. Hypnotherapy might just work, but its a lil' too costly..per session basis..which lasts ard 45mins or so..--$200-$250..i wouldn't wanna burden my Mum with the costs so thats why i chose not to go for it..i mean seeing her work soo hard..why would i just wanna waste her funds just like that..i dun wanna trouble me Mum..just so you know that our mothers were the ones who beared 9months of their life just to carry a living soul inside of her..and thats why we're here..soo, my point is, never take advantage of her and the ones that love you cos you'll never know when they'll just perish and never to return..as for me, i treasure them..lastly, i look forward to our Band Cruise on 3rd July..afterwards, *pooftime*.. Juniors, i'll miss every one of you..

Thats all for now.. haikal out..=[]

2009-01-24T19:18:00.006+08:00

Much happened today.. No one is to be blamed.. God, help me and my friends.. Ya Allah, ku bermohon kepadaMu, berikanlah ku petunjuk dan bukakanlah hati rakan-rakanku supaya dapat menenangkan situasi yang amat tegang ini..Tolonglah kami Ya Allah..Ku harap yang terbaik untuk semua yang terlibat..Ku berdoa kepadaMu dengan kedua-dua tanganku dan meminta pertolongan dariMu dengan seredha-redhanya..Mudah-mudahan..Insya'Allah.. Amin ya-rabbil alamin..

I ask for God to open up our hearts so that He would answer our prayers and calls for help..so that the matter would be resolved in the best constructive and shortest way possible..By this, i pray to Him that all of us will be at ease and wish for all the best that can occur..I open up both of my hands and ask for His Mercy to get through all of these problems imperturbably..And forgive us if we've made any wrongdoings and sins..Should it be..If God wills to.. Amin..

Show me a way out God..

Peace to everyone..
God Bless..

2009-01-24T13:55:00.004+08:00

This post is dedicated to A.I.C.B peepos..i just wanna take this oppurtunity to apologize in concern with my prev post..as i said i would if i'm wrong..so here i am, asking for ur forgiveness..cos i dun wanna have bitterness in our relations as a band.. and work hard for the upcoming exchange and SYF..dun wanna see tears before i leave..tears of joy can luhs..=) you guys take care wookays.. May the best be with you.. And as for the new swaps, i know all of you can do it..! Keep on jiayouing..! I really appreciate all of ur hospitality towards me in band..

With all the love, To Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School Concert Band,
Haikal...

Hopefuls: Bonds get stronger on 27 January 2009 , next wednesday..and beyond..
God Bless..
Take care..=)

2009-01-23T18:19:00.007+08:00

Friday, 23 January 2009

Gosh, today was so much fun..! Haha, CO finally played 2 new pieces for the concert just now.. I think they knew i'm gonna leave this year so they changed the pieces..LOL.. The concert was supposed to end at 10.30 as mentioned in the letter but it was 11.00 when it ended.. Nonetheless, i enjoyed myself since its my last year..-not for the sake that its my last year hor, i mean it-- And YEAH..! My class, 5N1 WON THE UPPER SEC CATEGORY FOR THE CNY DECORATIONS..!!!!!!! WOOHOOO..!!!!!! Great job mates..!! Its a good thing i helped with the decorations yesterday cos i wouldn't get the chance anymore.. stayed till 6plus to perfect the decos...it was well paid off..!! no pics for the moment cos i have some trouble with the com's USB port..so can't post them for now..i'll get the matter fixed soon..

And to all chinese colleagues..lol, A Merry Happy LUNAR New Year.. And to eveyone else, Happy Holidays(erm, for 4days)..okay wat..haha, so bid Good Fortune , Prosperity BURGERs ,and all the blessings and Good Lucks to all peepos..!!! Xi Nian Quai Ler.. Gong Xi Fa Cai, Sui Sui Zhi Ren.. Lol, i dunno whether its right anot but the heck with it, as long as the meaning is there..!!

Ciao..
Your Very Own, Emoboy/Gayboy/Dodolicious/Barbie Gurl/Toots/Jackson/Goncang/Horny Bustard/Juju/Haigay/Kambing/HRA leader/Rippies or whatsoever you guys call me luhs.. Take care and see all of you next wednesday..!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD..!!

2009-01-23T00:00:00.009+08:00

I don't know what some ppl want from me.. Wonder sometimes, whats the point of me being so nice to some ppl when they dun even give a heck about you..and hate you for no reason..well, its their problem to hate me or not, but its irrational to act without a proper statement or reason.. I'll ask.. What did i do wrong and how can i improvise if i am wrong..? Can you give me a definite answer..? And its devastating to see some of ur juniors not respecting you..I mean i'm just calling for basic human respect.. Disappointing..really..and it hurts..but nonetheless, please brief me on where i've gone wrong..dun just show me that atttude look for no apparent reason. THINK LEH.. Dun create a commotion when you know there's bound to be consequences and it'll end up hurting someone..hais, even after saying so much it won't account in their minds..so whats and heck care is all they'll ever say..its okay..do what you want..i won't bother ur life anymore..dun like me, tell me..dun make me fall for fake acts and waste my time over this..dun wanna reply msgs, fine..it won't matter..but who's gonna be at the losing end..? Feel free to erase me from ur hearts, and delete my contact from your e-mail or HP.. I dun mind.. Just be happy.. Anw, i'm going off after O's, so dun worry kays.. I'll be gone in just a matter of time.. I tried my very best to get back to the ppl i'm refering to but it didn't work and there wasn't any response so yuh, its okay.. i'm moving on.. I'm just some toy that you can wind and unwind, and use whenever possible.. Its okay, i'll sacrifice my friendship if it makes them happy.. As for band, please, i agree that some of you dun really like the way ur majors are working but please, just bear with it and co-operate for the time being before they go off...i myself un agree with how they work too sometimes but too bad , i'm still in the band..there's nothing much i can do.. i know i'm currently the oldest in the band but still, i've got no power or control over anyone.. but when it calls for desperate measures, i'll come in and do whats right for you guys..if some of you think that i'm not a good senior to you, dan i greatly Apologise..you want me to personally apologise oso can..just slip me the word and i'll do it..i dun wanna hold grudges on anyone in band..frankly saying, i hope(cannot then nvm) to see more respect handled out to one another and to ur seniors/alumnis together with ur majors if possible, and most importantly , ur conductor, Mr Poh..yes, he is a nice man,(one of the best conductors i've evr met) but dun take him forgranted.. I admit that, i as a 16yr old(turning17 in 8mths) senior, can be very very extremely playful at times..i know but to a certain extent..I Know i talk ALOT too during combines and laugh and laugh and i disrespect and more..! i admit it..! i know i'm wrong! i publicly announce my wrongdoing and apologize to all my juniors and band members! I already said i'll do it so yuh, i've done it so i hope we're all clear..dun learn from my actions..be better than me..but i know there must be a balance of fun and seriousness or else it wud be very dull..but the fun must never exceed the seriousness..but in any case, if fun is what motivates you to be better, by all means do it..but please, basic respect must be given to higher authorities okay..=) you must prove to other CCAS that A.I Band is Disciplined, Respectful, and Passionate..so that we can stand out and be NO.1..eh, lol, i'm beginning to speak like Mdm Loh.. so yuh, that should be it..ouhs, i have yet to conduct the band for at least once before i step down..haha, wanna try.. okies, so i'll see all band members next wed..man, i'll miss you guys.. ouhs yuh, my EMBROCHURE IS SOMEWHAT A LITTLE BIT LOST, SO I NEED TO GET IT BACK..so that i get back my confidence..wouldn't be so confident at the juncture.. Practice uh juniors , dun bring ur instruments home for nothing..

Thats all Peepos.. Take Care and see all of you on wednesday.. hopefully.. Ciao.. Wo yao sui ciao liao..lol..am i right..? i dun think so..haha..=[]

2009-01-22T20:43:00.004+08:00

Gosh.. 22days passed.. 2009 is in the house.. Happy Belated New Year i guess..? Well, it sure was a headstart for me, no doubt.. Gosh, i'm regaining confidence in myself.. thats what i really need.. Many accomplishments made so far.. Gettin more responsible i can say..i can hardly believe it.. Nevertheless, these are the updates for December 2008 and January 2009...

23 December 2008

This was the day i left for Kuala Lumpur FOR SIX DAYS..never did i go for any vacation that lasts 6 days..regrets.. Brought all the neccesities.. Packed ,slept early.. Woke up in the morning at around 4plus and did an itenary check.. At around 6, left by car and went to the petrol kiosk.. Filled it up, and off we went.. Kids slept halfway through the journey..i was wide awake throughout the entire drive..reached KL around 12plus..we had stops in between the drive..went to ate their ice kacang.. DAMN SHIOK..! Anw, they call it ABC there..ate alot more stuffs after that.. Practically, did nothing much or the 6 days..gosh, how i hate some of the things in KL..no order, no etiquette, no manners whatsoever(gotta say 65% of them: only KL people)..cheapcheap, bought a watch, din ask for much cos i was busy flirting with the various kingdoms of food they had to offer..lol..sum it up lah hor, went to Sunway Lagoon, visit Genting, visited somewhere higher than Genting, which was Kolma..KLCC..toured Melaka..went to Putra Jaya(probably the most beautiful place in Malaysia that i've ever been to; maybe because it was the country's government district) everything there was so futuristic luh..damn cool..and then, we went to Batu Pahat i think? Food paradise, but otherwise, *thumbs down*..lol..Had Friday Prayers in KL..gotta say its sort of a new experience cos its different from Singapore's..

30 December 2008

The day i rebonded my hair.. hah, just wanted to do some experiment with my hair.. $130..?? wah, regret..but maybe the next time would be after my O's..received some -tive and +tive comments..haha.. Thats all for December...

2 January 2009

Ushered into a Brand new year..HAH, i was caught for long hair on the first day of school.. i've never been caught for personal bearing check before throughout my 4 years in AISS till that day..Gosh, i was surprised luh..then i had to cut it so i did..came back to sch the following monday, they told me "no.cannot. not accepted. go trim." so i had to trim it and so i did.. Finally, they let me off..

The rest of January

Hmm..welcomed the sec 1s..blahblahblah..Had T.I.P for the last time..then CCA open house FOTR THE LAST TIME..hah, was happy throughout till it ended...some things and ppl pissed me off.. Anw, it was a success..thankfully.. I got an A2 for my O'level MT paper i took last year.. Yea..! (well, was hoping for an A1, but i'm elated enough with it) This means i dun have to attend for Malay Language classes for 1 WHOLE YEAR..!! HURRAHS..! On top of that, i dun have to attend english SRP, Chemistry SRP and malay SRP..(COS I PASSES MY DIAGNOSTIC TEST..!! CAN'T BELIEVE IT..!!) ME..?? PASS CHEM..?? Shockingly unbelievable.. Since day 2, i've been handing in all my assignments on time, not being late to school(unfortunately. i was late today, 22Jan) ugh..damn..tot of going for the record..no latecoming till the end of term 1 but dan..) Passed all my tests so far.. Completed Part 1 of my F&N coursework which took me only 3periods to finish it, compared to last year's..(it took me 6 months to complete the same thing last year,seriously) Great kickstart for me.. I like what i am now..Thats all.. Peace.. Take care alridy..

2008-12-10T23:19:00.001+08:00

I just wanna take this oppurtunity to thank you for the chance you gave me and how much i appreciated your company however long it was.. For now, its merely impossible that you'll be with me.. No doubt, i treasured someone like you.. Nevertheless, I don't blame you for what had happened.. Everything's passed and time flew.. I know i just don't fit into your life and i'm probably not the right person for you.. Life will be dull, but i just wanna wish you well and hopefully it'll be better off without me.. These would be my memories tat i'll store till whenever.. I won't say much.. wishing that you'll be with someone of qualities i've never had..

Goodbye...

You were what i ever wanted but fate stood between us..you were my everything till a standstill..

2008-11-30T22:59:00.001+08:00

Guess who these peeps are..? Yes,our BandAlumnis.. Hehe, this was taken a few months back..had lunch with a few others..this was at Long John Sliver in somewhere around June or July..?? so i snapped from behind..no one actuali noticed..haha..so this is it folks,for now..bye..more pics in store buuut till next time..take care peeps..=[]

2008-11-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

DERRESSION..! Am i suffering from it..? At the moment, i'm unsure.. Back to blogging after 2 months uh..haah, man..life's been quite something as this year ends..i feel so empty nowadays..the more i think of something, the more desperate i get..at the same time, agigated and troubled..to think of it, quite sad luh..well, i guess devastation knows no boundaries..but we all know that life will always be strucked with challenges..and I agree that life has to go on..we can't just stay put and let these problems be a burden to us..so guess what, i'm moving on..i have to or i'll never get out of this misery i carry with..
Well, tats all for now..yeah, till next time yaw peepos..take care guys and gals..=[]

2008-09-10T21:21:00.009+08:00

Like wow..! I'm finally sixteen..!! HEHE, I look Old anot..??? Wow...so fast...!! Wow, wow, wow, wowowowowowowow...!! Falls on a non-band day and on a Fasting month..haha, cannot eat after school..!! Hahas...

HAPPY BIRDDAY TO MYSELF...!! HAHAHA...

First and foremost I would like to thank 2 advance wishes namely from Lisa and Syazana... Secondly, i would like to thank peepos who gave me wishies personally..they are Gabriel,Julian,Yu Kai, Fazianti,Suria, and to my whole class who each wished me personally...

Still to thank the people who have wished me exactly at 00.00. They are Jing Yi the grassjelly, haha, *ahem* Rina, Diyana and Firdaus, my besties, Nadia(sax-sec4), Dzakiyyah, the Makcik, hehe, and Zakiah,my good fren... Makcik, tanks for the constant birthday wishies you've given me..hahas..

For the morning was Dicky , Dickson a.k.a Pink cum,hehe, Nadia( french-hornerhorner)hehe, Jun Yang, yeah baby, haha, and Raihana, the aspiring Rihanna...haha

Throughout the rest of the day was, Yan Hong, apple tree, haha.. And to all that had wished me... I dun have tat good of a memory but I just you thank you all sooo much for whatever that you have contributed to making my day a Bright one..!! =0 =) =[] Cuz Its the thought that counts.. YEAH..!=] and some wanted me to stay as horny, crazy, PINK, and GAY.. Hahas..your wish is soon to be fulfilled..!

Guess who bought me this..?? Hehehes... I just wanna thank this person for giving me this great Gift... A DEATH NOTE... COOOLLL...! I LOVE IT...! Tankiu so much Bunny..hophophop.. TANKIES MS BUNNY...!! I appreciate it..! Dun worry. I will never even have the thought of cursing in my entire life.. You can take my words...the boook will be meant for memories thats yet to come..... LOVE YOUS MY BESTIE BUNNY...!

AWW.. THIS is another one i love.... Damn SWEET LUH... i THANK ALL YOU GUYS that was involved into Buying this pair of items for me...! They are of course THE GREAT PG, Firdaus, The Chinchow, Jing Yi, The Pai Kia, hehe, Lynn, and last but not least, Mr Universe, Zhu Yen for sharing the will to buy me these...!!! Thank you guys...! LOVE YOU ALL...!! Touched luhs...

Of course, I would like to thank Mr Pink Cum, Dickson, The Great PG, for their enjoyable yet sweet company for all of yesterday and today... I had a very bRUUUUDY GREAT time with them especially haha, wen we went cycling and my front bike's wheel went POOOM on this very day of mine...! haha, so had to get it fixed and forked out $8 for it man..! haha,damn...dan we went for a little vit of Basketball... haha, aiya, sorry guys, no air luhs...No fun... Nevermind, nextime i blow air inside wookays...Lols.. SO yuh, i really did appreciate the time spent together...! Love you guys...you guys have touched this little heart inside of me... I will cherish these moments in my life, never to be forgotten how lovely you guys are.. This goes to everyone tooo...!! Friends are never to be forgotten but always cared to last till whenever...

But most importantly, I would like to thank BOTH my PARENTS, MOM AND DAD, i Love You...NO matter where you are, i will always keep you in my heart...though its fate that we were not meant to be as one family..Tankiu for the wishes and tanKiu for all the love you have showered onto me...I treasured every moment we had once as a family... You guys are the strength that guides within the pillars of my life...

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I take this oppurtunity to thank my 2 besties in life which are Diyana and Firdaus who have dedicated the previous post to me... I thank you once again... You guys are the best frens ever dude..! Without frens like you in my life at at the present, life wouldn't be as great living and as sweet as every single day...

To TOP IT ALL, THE LAST...

Tankiu Mom and Aunt Rozie for buying me a new set of cooooll handphone... Walao eh... W890.. i oso dunno why i walao... but i'm really delighted luhs...! Tankiu very much uh...gosh, tired liao my hand... haahas

Talk and talk... HAHAS..so i finally can get to watch NC16 MOVIES..! LOLS...HEHES...wookies, not so Emoboy flying off...!=[] tankiu for everything guys.... Loves and take cares....<3

2008-09-09T23:36:00.006+08:00

ROSES ARE RED

VIOLETS ARE BLUE

GOOD FRIENDS ARE GREAT

THE BEST ONE IS YOU!!!

hey smelly boii! i tink you noe who i am!!=)

happy bird-day to you..

happy bird-day to

HAIKAL!

happy bird-day to you!

hahah! happy birthday! budak tuu da besar la!

hahah! da boleh tgk NC16 ehh? hahahah.... lol..

padahal2... da tgk dri dulu kan dier? hahaha..

hmmm.. i hope you have the best birthday this year okayy?

hmm.. present from me will be more than this 0kay?

meet me and you will see! confirm the best! hahahahahah...

hey.. i also want to say that you are one of my friends that i treasure the most, i hope this friendship will last very long! iloveyoufriend!

and remember.. i will always be there for you.. no matter what...

you are a great friend to me! and ya, thanks for always being there

0k la... i hope you tak marah horr i type here ;D..

agin, HAPIIE BIRTHDAY SMELLY BOII

lots of lollies.....

sumone you noe =) haha.....

sorry berkecah la the msgs.. sry2.. haha.. will edit it next time? heheheh

2008-09-09T23:02:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTH DAY HAIKAL!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAIKAL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

YAY!!!... YOU'RE 16!
Wah 16 sey...

SWEET SIXTEEN...

Dear Bro...

Happy 16th Birthday
I hope all your wishes come true...
I wish all the best in your Final Year Exams...
Hoping to see you in sec5 okay...
don't be emo so much..
always remember, u have me and the
rest of your close friends like Diy.
I hope not leave you
with memories but still in good
contact and you will always be my Bro...
Work hard Bro!!!
I'm always here...
BE HAPPY ALWAYS...
AND
SMILE ALWAYS hor...
I BETTER SEE YOUR SWEET SMILE...
LOLS...

I hope you treasure our moments...
i'm so gonna miss ya when i leave...
REALLY hope you will have a GREAT
time on your Birthday...
Hopefully there's more to come...

take care Bro...

LOVES...
YOUR BRO, FIR...

2008-09-01T19:43:00.006+08:00

Yaw..! Haha.. Today marks the start of the Month of Ramadhan.. the fasting month in order words... Well, practically a good month to help control my emotions , anger and other 'thoughts' hehe..LOLS, if you know wat i mean.. Din do much today.. Woke up quite late today..ard 1.30pm..? Haha, yeah, so today was just another slacking slot for me..hehe, i just finished my meal ard 5mins ago.. haha, and guess wat i ate..?? 1packet of INSTANT NOODLES..!!! haaaahahahas... umm.. Yuh, CHICKEN FLAVOUR.. WOOHOOO..! haha, erm... i still hungry luhs...*groans..* FOOD..!! PLEASE DROP FROM THE SKY...!! Well, err.. Tats all for tooodaes...=[] And to all my Muslim Friends, SELAMAT BERPUASA and Bersahur..=.='

Super Emoboy flying off...!

Countdown: 9 More Days to , My Birthday...!

2008-08-31T19:21:00.000+08:00

As days went by, my passion grew ever stronger for you..
I know i won't last long in this crucified world of mine..
Bearing the pain of those words you threw..
I stopped, i couldn't resist..
Because thou, were my only source of hope..
Lovesick, i was..
But you, i know, never thought of the sorrows i had..
That heart was pure, but now, entangled with your lies..
It was soiled, corrupted, betrayed..
But all, i kept aside..
Feelings were meant to be there, but you made it somewhat, impossible..
So where was i..?
Not your grave, not your room, nor your closet..
Under our love tree was i, waiting for you to show, for me to say..
'I Love You' for the last time before i go..

Hehes.. Just another poem i made.. Hope you people enjoy it..
Emoboy flying off..=[]
Psst...! This was supposed to be posted like 3months ago.. Shh...dun tell anyone uh..

2008-08-30T02:48:00.003+08:00

-- Transmission activated--Zzz.. -- Reliving the dead blog..--

Well, lets see.. how many days...weeks passed.... MONTHS..?! March uh..?? Aiyo, this is unbelievable.. ouhs, i'm talking about myself rite.. hah, ouh yeah... Gosh, where do i start..? Erm... Parcels...! Hahas..hmm, tat will be one of my life's historical dates..hehe, you know why... Aniwaes, tat was like WOW, 5 months ago..it was an attainable success..put up by The Band ,*ahem*especially someone*aaheem*LOLS, Chinese Orchestra, ODDS, Dance and last but not least , Choir...i'm still wondering how come dey dun have updates on the school web for Parcels.. It was one of my unforgettable performances so far luhhs.. -- 17April2008( Woohoooo Day...! hehe)

--12July 2008..

Joy, tears , excitement, it was the proudest moment for AI BAND..! We pulled it off.. NBC 2008 was a lucky dip in the well... I've got to admit it myself... I couldn't believe it at first but we managed to attain the SILVER FISH, OUH,NONO, SILVER MEDAL..!! I'm proud of AI BAND...i was jumping around all day luh dunno like some lunatic from IMH..well, actually i was from there... LOLS.. haha, not bad rite wat.. From Bronze to Silver.. i mean its like i knew the judges were quite lenient for this year's judging... But watever it is, its great to know tat we achieved something tat many didn't expect it wud be.. GOOD JOB GUYS....! Keep striving hard...! Persevere and never give up hope... 'Music From The Heart Is Most Pure..'

--28 August 2008..

Ouhs, and i was asking mr lee as to why there wasn't any updates for parcels, dan he was like '...oh, really..ouh my, i didn't know..dey just took the photos and ran off without telling me anything..' Yeah, so he said he'll be looking into it and he'll be giving a copy of the CD to the CCAS tat were involved...haha, so yeah, practically today was a doomdoom day for me... CA2 WAS CATASTHROPIC.. can vomit blood... but i know the reason luhs...personal reason... Dan had band around 1pm but dan the attendance was obviously crappish...tankiu to those who came...dan came Mr.F , the bage wanted to hear us play, so we did... Buttttt, dan came Mdm. Lohlohlohloh ,just towards the end, with her very trendish sleeveless hot shirt, showing off her lotus flower just beneath the shoulder.. Ended ard 2.30pm... Volleyball was our next destination, but it sort of created some commotion..some childish bage can't even give in to a junior..well, wat can i say,looking matured doesn't mean you are..fancy picking a fight with a Junior.. haha, was quite fun actuali...short entertainment..then something happened to Mr.V's shorts..hehe,dun wish to reveal..so we wen to causeway rite after tat, wen to eat at Banquet, hahas..wasted some time there..and tat was it... we were up to mischief if you ask me luh..hehe,only somebody dun know...

I'll end here and hopefully i'll post more in time to come..heehee..=[]
Yeah, take care of yourselves..

2008-05-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

Some girls are monsters..
Some guys are retards...

Certain guys are
heroes..
Certain gals are
saviours... True..?!?! Just How true..??

Jerks care only for themselves..
while other guys are Gentlemen...
Of course the Ladies would be better in such...

There are people who get all attention..
There are who CRAVE for them..

My point: I miss those days..and most importantly,
They are the ones who have ruined my life..
and they disrupt my peace and privacy..

Those i Call,
..People who have no sense of dignity,NO RESPECT WHATSOEVER, shameless luh.....

A life tats wrecked and bound to crack even more..

Yours rightfully,
Dearest H.....Get a Life luh.....=[]

2008-03-11T00:26:00.005+08:00

Thinking about you always makes me smile.
When I think about you, in happiness or sorrow,
You are always the one to brighten my day,
To a nearly impossible glow, it shines through my skin.
Talking to you always makes me happy.
When I talk to you, you always find a way to make me laugh and smile,
Even if you didn’t do it on purpose, you make me so damn happy.
Chatting with you always lets me say things clearer to you.
When I chat with you, the things I want to say to you are clearer in my mind,
Your voice not there to could it over, yet the feeling of telling you this way,
Isn’t as great as it would be if I said it to your face and face.
I have so many things I want to let you know,
But it’s so hard to say them,
Its not that I don’t care or mean them,
But that I care so much and mean them so much,
That they get stuck in my throat,
And I can’t find all the words to put my feelings into,
But I’d do the best I can for you, to show you, to tell you,
How much I love you all the time, no matter the situation,
And how much I miss you when you’re not talking to me, or with me.
I miss you so much, it moves me too tears....